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That was not what you said

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 11:02:40 GMT

That is why sometimes, it's better not to get completely involved and believe that the true ones stay. For better or for worst.

This Is it

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 00:53:35 GMT

Yup, it's my turn to watch it.
Heard an array of comments from people, both good and bad, and worst part was it's at the both extreme ends.
I read one from FB and that person said "I slept in the cinema". And another from a friend's friend, they watched it twice.
So I wonder what is is gonna be like.
Btw, I'm not a huge fan of MJ, But I saw another concert on tele the other day and it was really touching. I had a teary eye.

Another important note to add to this, I'm watching it with my mum.
We need this. Past few months have been rough between the two of us, and couple of weeks back we just completely ignore each other if necessary.
I miss her and I wanna be able to talk, rant and bitch with her like how we used to.

Oh and my 10 year old brother is sucha cute dancer. He danced to "Party in the USA" by Miley cracked me up so hard, thinking about it make me laugh once again.

SO maybe I could get Rock band this time !!!!! :)

This time baby I'll be bulletproof

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 11:19:19 GMT

I miss having the whole family together.
nuff said.

blogggg

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 06:52:36 GMT

I really don't know what to blog about anymore these days.
Fine, I have no life.
My life at the moment literally revolves around the twins I look after.
And maybe a little bit of house hunting. Yup you may be surprised to see me still house hunting after so many months of doing that same bore routine every Saturday.

I have finally given up house hunting after I had a confrontation with the parentals again. It is really annoying when you find a house which is in a perfect condition and within your budget, schools and transports just around the corner but the parentals wouldn't give it a chance because "my friend said it's not a very good house..."
But you know what? your "friend" has MONEY and we DON'T.

Mum and I haven't spoken much to each other since last week because of this.

Daylight savings had begun and daylight is SO deceiving. I don't know about you, but even at 7pm I still think it should be 5pm instead.

Anyway, what's as effective as running but much more fun? Please give me some ideas!!! Except swimming. I don't have a pool.

Success !!!

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 10:05:23 GMT

I remember when I was back in KL, I went on a fruit diet which means I eat only fruit and nothing else.
Oh and at that time I was extremely motivated no one could tempt me. The only non-acidic food item I'd eat were bread. I wouldn't have consumed that if I need not cared about getting gastric. At one point, I started hallucinating. My apples started to taste like chicken. I was deprived. Oh yeah no doubt I lost heaps of weight.

Anyway, I haven't had meat in a week and a total ban on sugar stuff. Apart from the occasional fish. I don't think they're meat coz fish is actually healthy. As I speak, I am craving for chicken. OMG CHICKEN PLEASE !
Like, GIMME SOME CHICKEN !

I saw a documentary a couple of months back on tv and this dude totally cut off sugar from his diet, even bottled juice which says "sugar free". He lost a total of 20kg in a year or something like that. That is INSANE!
So I am trying. Of course I'm not going cold turkey! In a day I get a dose. Mostly from my breakfast juice and that is it.

I am partly re-committed to my run everyday since I now have a goal before going back to KL. Can I just say running's a bitch when you stop for a couple of weeks? Be amazed by how much your stamina would decrease and let's not talk about the muscle-aches!!

Was watching The Hills and I am currently addicted to this song Taking Chances - Vedera

We’re taking chances
Moving on your own
We’re looking to our hearts to tell us yes or no
Throwing out the mirrors
Gonna look within
Were you calling out, can we forgive again?
A simple fraise, a simple sound
To find someway, know somehow
To know that I can find a way to be with you

And we keep growing
As long as I keep growing
I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine

So let me find my footing now
Along the bridge that I have found
If I keep falling down somehow
You know that you can turn me around
(Around)

We’re sneaking glances
Where eyes deceive
They’re telling us we don’t know the places we should be
A simple fraise, a simple sound
To find someway, know somehow
To know that I can find a way to be with you

And we keep growing
As long as I keep growing
I’ll be fine
Well, I’ll be fine

So let me find my footing now
Along the bridge that I have found
If I keep falling down somehow
You know that you can turn me around

Don’t let me see you fall
Don’t let me see you calling by name
The silly little names
And I’ll telling you all
I’ll tell you the hardest thing
The simple whispering
You said, I know you well

So let me find my footing now
Along the bridge that I have found
If I keep falling down somehow
You know that you can turn me around

And we look up, up
Look at the world
The world as it’s sinking in
And we look up, up
I look at you
You turn me around again

If I keep falling down somehow
You know that you can turn me around

More birthday surprise despite it was 3 months back?

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 09:57:28 GMT

I'm pretty sure I speak for everyone, if not just the girls/ladies that receiving an unexpected parcel is the best feeling ever and it may as well be highlight of the day.
Last week I GOT MAIL! Two days in a row and both made me oh so happy.

First, I finally got my acceptance letter for TAFE next year!
*Yada yada yada* I know what you're thinking but I don't care, I rather have myself sitting in a class which I probably have done the subjects in KL than sitting at home and rot or go back to KL and continue when my ex-batch are already graduating in less than 6 months.
Plus, I love this course so much that I really don't care repeating and no pun intended because I am fer real.

Second, A parcel from the U S OF A!!!!
And only one person would send me something from there, none other than the QueenOfBeeetch herself!

I am one who would usually just rip the envelope apart BUT, I knew there was something inside so I took a scissor and carefully snip the top off. When I slid my hand in and pulled out what was in it,

MAC Hello Kitty eye shadow.
It's glittery and glamarous and I LOVE IT!!!
What a way to remind me of you! Not only that it's a gift from you but the fact that it's Hello Kitty!

Thank you so much Cheryl Lim!

So that was last week's highlight!
I have also recently got myself two new pairs of shoes. Platform for summer is crucial so I got it the moment I saw it in Target. Gotta love Target I tell you!
Decided to go to Camberwell Market with JinYin and William on Sunday and Gawd! That place is just LOVE. For those who enjoys 2nd hand clothes, that is your heaven. And I really am amazed that some of the clothes don't even look like it's second hand! It's so well maintained that I wasn't convinced that they were 2nd hand. I got a mini dress for $3.

So what are plans this weekend?

One Question,

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 11:47:45 GMT

Why would people go on national TV to get their heart broken?

I'm talking about The Bachelor.

comment as much as you want.

Now put your hands up!

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 11:42:55 GMT

September 16th.

I was suppose to go for Chadstone VIP sale with Nat and the rest until I saw the news in the morning.
They were talking about THE AMAZING BEYONCE in Melbourne.
Then mum was like "I'm surprised you're not going for her concert!"
I didn't waste much time and I went online to ticketek to see if she was having a second show in Melbourne.
I swear it was just my luck!
I ran upstairs woke my sister up and asked her if she wanted to go for the concert. She said YES. and I said YES.
Grabbed the car keys and headed to the nearest ticketek booth.
I texted my brother and asked him if he was interested and he was like "IF WE'RE ALL GOING. THEN YES!" hahaha.
I love it!

$140 - SO FUCKING WORTH IT!!!!

I had absolutely NO IDEA that Flo Rida will be one of the opening act! seriously!!!!
The tickets I bought were last minute therefore I don't think my seat was bad. There were about 10 seats left according to the ticketek lady.

Beyonce is a performer and that is all I have got to say.
No words can describe what she is like on stage.

The Beyonce crew :)

Special Guest!

Flo Rida in da house beeeetchez!

The crowd.

Beyonce came out at around 8:45 and she started it with crazy in love. I was so amazed by her band. It was an all female band. And every single one of them were FIERY HAWT!!!!
Seriously.

This is my first time going to a concert with my siblings. I thought it was gonna be weird but I guess Facebook helped to ease the awkwardness because we all knew how each and everyone of us partied.
From the photos on facebook, I could tell my sister would be as psycho as I am. I didn't know if my brother will enjoy himself but HELL, he was having the time of his life!

Beyonce sang a couple of songs from Destiny's child and yup, my brother listens to Destiny's Child. After the concert we all died lah. Lots of screaming and shouting. Trying to get Flo Rida's shoes or towel OR Beyonce's towel. hahahahha.

More?Less?

Mon, 28 Sep 2009 01:38:54 GMT

I wanna be more than just one type of friend to you. Can't we have more?

Therefore, I don't know what is right and what is wrong
I don't know if I've taken a step too far
I don't know if I should stop
I don't know if I should hang on

Just another ordinary day

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 13:14:16 GMT

The days have been flying pass as fast as the change of Melbourne's unexpected weather.
One moment I would feel I have to get ready for work and the next, I realised it's Friday and tomorrow is early morning Saturday + a couple of house inspection and auctions.

Nothing scares me more than seeing my ex classmates being parents, or that some of them has their own fashion magazine somewhere in the world - I don't even need to go that far, but people my batch are graduating at the end of this year.
I sit and wonder what the hell am I still doing here.
Although I know where I'm heading to in this life, it's just really scary. I feel the need to catch up to where everyone is. I don't want to be left behind.

This morning I watched the hills on tele. Previous season - Heidi and Lauren were still BFF.
I got all teary when Heidi and Jordan broke up. It was so sad. It definitely brought back memories.

Last night I had a dream. It was you.
But I woke up happy because like I said, there's nothing anymore.

Oh and my legs are killing me.
Been running again after a long, long break.
Note to self, do not stop for a long break EVER. It's never a good thing lol.
Need to whip myself back into shape before Nat's Humongous Birthday Bash!

There's some things we don't talk about
rather do without
and just hold the smile
falling in and out of love
ashamed and proud of
together all the while.

Never Say Never, The Fray